Jul 25 2009
Why did I let myself believe that miracles could happen? Now I have to pretend I don’t really care
I thought you were my fairytale– a dream when I’m not sleeping.
I love staying up late(ish) and waking up early. I love having a full day to do whatever– even if it’s nothing! I have to go grocery shopping again. Gosh, I eat so much when I’m at home! That’s why I need the fall semester to begin– so I can be active and productive. Normally I even forget to eat because I’m so busy!
Anyway, I kind of went party-hopping last night. This led to me becoming so hungry that I drove all the way to Lewisville to eat chicken fingers :] I know– that’s silly.
Zack and I are talking again– sort of. Out of all my friends, him and I have the most conflicting schedule ever, and it doesn’t help that he lives in Alabama now. I’m trying to get him to come back to Texas. I know living with the opposite sex and the whole common law marriage thing is very opposite of my beliefs and values– but Zack is a friend, and I think if I let him stay with me while he gets back on his feet or whatever, that could be a very selfless thing.
I want to be a better person– a nicer person. Apparently, I’m a very mean girl. Anyway, I’m going to try to do a selfless act every day of this week. Perhaps for a stranger or for a friend.
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